I DO! I DO! I DO!

So Here is what i have of Reflecting and Breathing And Knowing this to The Core Of My Being, My Soul!!!

I am sitting here Remembering When I Spoke These Words and Feeling So Free and the feeling of Being Made Whole... It is the Night That I Knew That I Couldn't Do Life Alone On my own, by myself. Everything that I was doing felt as though "this isn't me" "there is something else out there that i am missing" thats when I knew all the truth that I had been Listening To and Looking at was not true in me and so on and so on...I realized when asked is there anyone here that would like to respond and feel that wholeness that my heart exploded i heard screaming within that was a cry to be made whole to Know Love and All Its Forms, Truths...I was led in a sweet prayer so sweet this was and is...I then sat in a tub of water with clothes I had walked in with...in front of an entire room with My Amazingly Beautiful Cousin Dana on one side of me and Pastor Miles on the Other Side..He Asked Me Two Simple Questions yet in that moment These Questions Were a Sweet Amazing Marking Point That I Was Forever Changed...I was Asked "Do You Except Jesus For the Forgiveness of Sins" and I resoponded With I DO! Then Asked " Do You Promise TO Follow Him In All Your Days" again I Said I Do!

As I was then Brought Back into The Water I Felt all The Weight of everything I was trying to do alone and wounds that I had been trying to tend to by myself and All the Emptiness that i felt and the dark places i had been to being washed away...as I came Up I Literally Felt all That weight Being Lifted Off And Realized That I Was and Always Will Be Loved by My Lord and Savior...

As I have been walking on this Amazing Endless Journey My Sweet Heavenly Father has Revealed to Me what it Means: To Be Made Whole,To Know That I am Worthy, To Be Redeemed, To Be Told You Are Beautiful, To Be Healed Deep Within Your Core, To Share The Gift of Forgiveness, To Be Captivated, To Go Deeper, To Be A Warrior, To Seek His Face Daily, To Listen, To Be Patient, To Lay at His Feet, To Lay In His Lap, To Dance With, To Laugh with Him, To Soak in His Presence, To Embrace The Holy Spirit and Not Run, To Experience Him Deeper,To Worship Him, To Bring Him Praise Daily No Matter the Season, To Know He Is My Author, To Be Called and Know That He Calls Me His Bride...Wow He Leaves Me Speechless and I just want to Soak All These Up and Spin Sweet Twrils of Dancing and Fall Backwards Into His Arms!!

So The Next Time I say" I Do!" which is around the corner To An Amazing Man Of God to My Fiancee Ben He is The Man that I will Share Everyday with to walk with As God Has Already Written Our Story and We get To Unravel theStory that He has already written... of Our Stories coming togehter As One...Get To Know God in a Deeper way as Growing together With God At Our Core That He is Our Foundation Our Center...That on Our Wedding Day, Ben and I get to share with Our Families and Friends The Sacred Moment of God Uniting Us Together As Husband and Wife!!!!
I am so Forever Grateful For everything and Truly Embracing Our Engagement!!
Thank You To All!!

Thank You Sweet Jesus My Sweet Heavenly Father!!!GOD YOUR AMAZING!!!!!
SWEET SWEET SMILES ;>)