Taking New Paths

May 6, 2008

So here i go blogging most of the time i would just sit in my room and talk out loud my thoughts, of course with nobody in the room but me the four walls, a window to look out of at times. So i am wondering if everyone has had a conversation in there head from all angles and all the sudden there is the point where you get so upset of the conversation that you get mad and you have talk yourself down from yourself...well that's what i have done...and as i am writing this i am laughing because if i could get myself so upset over never having a conversation with anyone but myself that's pretty bazarre but hey. not afraid to admit that yes i have done this and on numerous occasions if that. HAHA.

Back to the point if there were one...i have been just thinking of how i got were i was and i know it definetly wasn't over night. I have taken so many different paths in my life and i can say with so much truth and honesty that this is the most rewarding path i have ever taken, it was scary at first but the most fullfilling and i know there maybe different paths that come in my life that i will have to choose from but the one i choose will be the one that the Lord will walk with me and at times may even be there to hold my hand to get me through any of the rough ones. I struggle all the time, i am strong at times even if i am struggling, i love to see others happy and make people happy (at times i may even forget about my happiness, but this i am working on ) My mind and thoughts wander a lot (if you couldn't tell by reading this, if you are reading this)

Well here we are again to the part about me being on this path of warmth, love, fullfillment; that piece in my heart that has been for so long felt not fully full (if that makes sense), and yes i know He's always been there but i wasn't thinking he was. I feel closer and closer to God and my Love and Faith in him is growing more and more everyday. And It's Awesome! Very Fullfilling and want to go outside and at the top of a mountain and just scream and praise him, Well i definetly being doing that this thursday at WatersEdge.!

Well to the people that took the time to read this, Thanks! and also to the people that did read this you get to know more of how i think and feel.